Everything is gone ..

Astagfirullah aladziiim ..`
ya allah , saia te salah apah ath yawloh ..
Semenjak saya msk sma negeri for the 1st time , saia merasa menyesal , karena skola.a dan stiap saia msk kls saia jd inget 9a yg saia kangeeenin bgt . Pko.a smenjk saia msk negeri smua.a lngsung brubh .. Ga ada lg ketawa di pgi hari , ga ada lg ngumpul di vitasari , ga ada lg yg ngehbur saia dan saia hibur . Tentu.a dgn sangat menyesal , knp saia ga msk bpi lg ajh ? Saia kangen pisan sama sembilan aaa . Kelas terbaik seumur hdup saia . Saia slalu nangis kalo inget tmen" saia wkt dlu . Knp si saia ingn msk negeri , lgan bpi tu mnurt ak the best bgt laaa . Gedung.a mewah , tmen".a pengertian smua .. Gru".a okeoke la .. Saia kangen bgt sama keadaan kelas di sembilan a . Beda bgt ama yg skrg . I MISS YOU NINE A .. YOU ARE THE BEST FOR ME .. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVERYTHING .. MUAAACH ..

This is life ...

How can i be a perfect person? How can i get what i want? How to do all ? How ? I don't know how . Hard to do to get the best thing of my life . For get that , i have try try and try even i die .. This happen again and again .. So boring to avoid this .. Feel like im stupid.. But yes i am .. Life feel like hell and make me wanna die.. But its not only way.. Maybe.. Tomorrow will come and this feel never gone.. I can but so hard.. Help god!! never will i do what i can't do ! But actually i do .. This is not yet problem.. This is life.. Just coz you dont understand, this feel like everyting will destroy.. This is life.. So just do.. Dont avoid..

Hiks hiks. . Cry all day long. .

kmaren aku kan hbis d bgiin hasil pra un , , stlah d lihat hasil.a ga bgt . . Ga tau knp ko gt, pdhal aku tu udh bljr , tp ap yg q usahain tuh hasil.a ga sbanding dngan usaha.a . Kecewa bgt. apa yg bkn aku gni ea? aku.a c ga papa, cma bonyok aku eang kecewa bgt ma aku.. huh. . Ibu blang kalo kyk gni trus sih gakan bsa msk sman 2. Duh dnger.a langsung dunk aku nangs , rasa.a teh kyk ga lulus un we! Duh it mah meni kyk gali sumur. . Jero . . ! Susah bgt jd pelajar jaman skrg. . Hrus.a ibu q ga ngmg gt donk! Ea nyemangatin aku gt , , aku hrus blajar lbih untk ngedapetin yg lbih bgus. . Amien. .

Tired to do this again and again ...

Waw !!! akhirnya pra un sudah berakhir !!! rasanya plong bgt !!! lega gt !!! tp blom selega kalu udah tau lulus un ato blm. meni asa ga brenti " iah ulangan teh ... sabarlah fantia !!! masa depan cerah menantimu!!! amien amien !!! smga aku lulus un iah doain donk ,,, kalu lulus tah rasanya mau berterimakasih sama orang" iang udah doain fantia !! ahahaha !! pengen teh cpet" sma. jhs feel so borring..

my sister telling me how to download song ...

Lagi di warnet nih... lg di ajarin gmn caranya download lagu. susah gag jg sih,,, cuma lama aja loading nyah !!! edun lah pokonamah !!! melatih kesabaran pisan !! iah demi sebuah lagu iang benar" susah di cari di kota kembang meningan download iah !!! sekalian melatih mental kepercayaan pada diri dan melatih kesabaran.. ahahaha

seneng bgt ma lagu".a Demi Lovato ....

Who will i be


How to choose
Who to be
Well let see
There so many choices now play guitar be movies star
In my head the voice said
Why not try everything why stop, reach for any dream i can rock coz its my live and now the time..

Who will i be? is up to me. all the never ending posibility that i can see
there nothing that i cant do ..
Who will i be ? yes i belive . i can to make the future what i want to
if i can become anyone and now the choice is up to me...
Who will i be? yeah yeah ...

if i decide im a girl to change the world i can do it anytime ,
opportunity right in front of me and the choice is all mine

who will i be? i wanna find the who i am inside
Who will i be i wanna show the, the way that i can shine.....

Mengejar Impian

saia lagi pengen banget lulus un. amien. bagi anda yang merasakan sama seperti saya.. emmm... kita berjuang bareng" yuk... kita sama" saling mendoakan semoga lulus dan masuk sma yang diinginkan. kalu saia pengen bgt bgt bgt bgd bgt bgtgtgt baget msk sman 2 bandung yang terletak di jalan cihampelas bandung getoh.. ihhh. doakan saia ia semoga saia msk tu sma. kalu kaga msk mah ya uda lah sma 22 ato sma 20 ja no problem. most important is negri shs... sekarang sai lg berjuang demi mengejar semua keinginan saia. saia berusaha belajar, menghafal rumus" dan les, semoga dari hasil susah payah itu, saia bisa masuk sma negri mament !!!! jiah bahasa.a mament !!! hahahaha. kau tahu ga kau.. saia sudah bersumpah low pada Allah SWT , bila saia msuk sma 2 . saia akan berpuasa nazar selama seminggu. tp kalu keterima di sma 2... jiah kalu kaga ma ia kaga...